I feel like my skin is getting a little better each day. It was a whole lot less painful to get out of bed this morning. I know I should be happy that I'm physically improving, but emotionally, I'm getting worse each day. People are starting to notice how tired and unhappy I look. I'm never like this. Whenever something happens, I'm usually able to smile through it, but now it's so hard and I feel like I'm giving off a terrible vibe to people.
Sometimes I just feel like taking a break from this all. Like, just for one day, I won't have to worry about my skin at all. I'd be able to concentrate in class. Get more rest. Hang out with my friends and eat all the junk they eat and wear what they wear.
But I'm definitely not giving up, I've worked so hard to get up to this point and It would all just be a waste if I were to quit. I probably wouldn't even be able to forgive myself. Once this is done, it'll all be worth it because I can finally become a normal teenager. Yes, I only have about three years until I'll be 20 and no longer a teen, but that's just enough time for me to catch up on everything I was never able to do or enjoy because of my skin.