Sunday, August 11, 2013

Week 5

Right at this moment as I type, I am in my bathtub. I grinded up some oatmeal and put some inside.

The lighting is really weird in this picture.

I feel really miserable today. These past few weeks I have been feeling hot one minute and cold the next.  I was having such a hard time sleeping last night because I'd be shivering one minute and then steaming hot the next.  I've been sleeping with huge thick covers AND the fan on at the same time. 

Also, I have been setting alarms to wake me up in the middle of the night so I can put some cream on. I'd say it kinda helps because if I sleep right through the whole night, I end up feeling so dry in the morning that it hurts so much to get up.  It is extremely painful and probably one of the worst parts of my day. Once I am able to get up, I try my best to run to the shower for relief.

I'm a bit scared about school starting in September because this is just so time consuming. Everyday this summer, I've just been so preoccupied with my skin. What's going to happen when I'll have to be in school for almost 8 hours a day? Not to mention, it takes me about a total of 2 hours to commute to and from school each day since I go to school in Manhattan. I don't want to miss days of school just because of my skin. This is my senior year!

Today, my skin has been aching from scratching all over. I feel horrible for letting myself scratch so much. My skin is starting to ooze, which is really disgusting    . I also feel like I smell bad. Tomorrow I have summer college classes. There are only six more days left to the program, so I do not want to be absent, but I just don't know what I'm going to do. What am I going to wear? I haven't shaved my legs in a while and my skin looks terrible, so I feel uncomfortable showing my skin. But if I put jeans on, I feel like I'd irritate my skin more and that the ooze will get all over it. 

Looks like it's time to go shopping for more loose and comfortable clothes. But that's a bit hard to do when all you see in the stores are skinny jeans and other tight clothing. So I'd like to know, what do you guys wear when you are going out?

1 comment:

  1. I prefer wearing baggy clothes so it hasn't been much of an issue for me.
    I have some track pants kind of like what Kim Possible wears. I also have some jeans which are hand me downs... both pants are a size too big, and I hold them up with a belt. That makes them baggy! lol